my exam is freaking near and i have another 43 topics to complete~!!!! imagine that...43 TOPICS~!!! how am i going to complete 43 TOPICS in a matter of days...i would be a super reader to do that...oh how time flies~!!! do u know what i wish...i wish i studied more than wasted my time over pointless materials....im doomed...God save me...~!
oh one thing i should note that...HE DIDN"T call~!!! he didn't even message me ~!!! i mean its not like im desperate to talk him or anything, i just want him to care...why cant he understand me...~!!! the worse part is that he didnt call me for 3 days~!!! i dont think he even cares~!!! he didnt even wish me good luck for my presentation...
oh another thing...i got into a fight with this arrogant most annoying hospital clerk just now...i was dramatically pissed off with him and the way he treated my sick friend...and GUESS WHAT~!!! i told him off by saying "Please treat my friend nicely, she is sick okay~!" and you know what he said>..."awak ni kecek org putih, awak boleh kecek melayu tak, awak kan orang melayu~!"....HAHAHAHA stupid idiotic person...i wanted to laugh hysterically like nobody's business but my anger got the best of me....he cant even understand english~!!! stupid sick bastard~!!! you messed with the wrong person buddy~!!! it serves u right for treating patients like dirt~!!! by the way...a note to that ridiculously stupid hospital clerk~you should go back to school learned up your english...YOU DESPERATELY NEED IT~!
Oh by the way i am in that zone where i hate all the men around me....(excluding my dad n bro)
I hate them....they are ungrateful little jerks....they are clueless and egotistical...they only care bout themselves~!!!
whatever, i can do just fine without them~!!!
I need my Beauty SLeeP~!!!
Friday, April 13, 2007
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
the good news and the bad news
okay we have 3 good news and one very bad news~!!
firstly, i got to complete all my case report..which is SUPER DUPER~!!!! i stayed up the entire night finishing it...damn i was tired....i got up the next morning feeling drousy and tainted from last night exhausting brain booster...now i dont have to worry bout reports for the next couple of months...although it struck to me as a bugger that i didnt have the chance to present my case for OBGYN block...i really prepared the entire night for that too...anywayz...whats has been done cannot be undone...
second good news is that....im freaking hungry but im able to control my temptations today...do u know how difficult it is to look at a plate of rice and not wanting to eat it....HARD~!!!! extremely hard...
the third good news is WATANIAH IS OVER~!!! that means no more marching~!!! yea~!!!! marching is the worse thing in the world for me...its BORING~!!! i dont mind marching with a snare drum on the left side but plainly marching spells out the word B.O.R.I.N.G out loud~!!! when the clock struck 7...i wanted to jump for joy and shout at the top of my lungs....it was a happy moment for me...seriously...
well other then that..so far i havent really came to the real truth...the deeper darker side of me that needs revealing...MY BAD NEWS~!!!.... i think i need help, my injured leg and right arm...its getting worse...i had 2 episodes of muscle twitching around 2 am....it was ridiculously scary cause it has never happened to me before, my cousin Ilias, if he cared enough to reply my 2nd message told me it was more of a nerve damage then nerve death...but i havent really expressed to anyone the pain im going through....im afraid if it get worse, and im permanently barred from doing any physical activity...physical activity is what defines who i am...it is what that makes me different from the rest of the world....since i can't continue music cause IM HEAd oveR HeeLs with music~!!!...sports is all i have left...even though dancing is fun but it doesn't give me the adrenalin that i need when i play sports....what am i gonna do...??? everytime i wake up early in the morning, my leg hurts like hell....i couldnt even walk...~!!! whenever i pray....oh my GOD..~!!! the pain is so unbearable that i tears start streaming down my face....
when is this going to be over....~!!!! i dont know how much of this pain that i can take...maybe the doctors should stop giving me pain killers and start treating the real problem before anything bad happens to me....
firstly, i got to complete all my case report..which is SUPER DUPER~!!!! i stayed up the entire night finishing it...damn i was tired....i got up the next morning feeling drousy and tainted from last night exhausting brain booster...now i dont have to worry bout reports for the next couple of months...although it struck to me as a bugger that i didnt have the chance to present my case for OBGYN block...i really prepared the entire night for that too...anywayz...whats has been done cannot be undone...
second good news is that....im freaking hungry but im able to control my temptations today...do u know how difficult it is to look at a plate of rice and not wanting to eat it....HARD~!!!! extremely hard...
the third good news is WATANIAH IS OVER~!!! that means no more marching~!!! yea~!!!! marching is the worse thing in the world for me...its BORING~!!! i dont mind marching with a snare drum on the left side but plainly marching spells out the word B.O.R.I.N.G out loud~!!! when the clock struck 7...i wanted to jump for joy and shout at the top of my lungs....it was a happy moment for me...seriously...
well other then that..so far i havent really came to the real truth...the deeper darker side of me that needs revealing...MY BAD NEWS~!!!.... i think i need help, my injured leg and right arm...its getting worse...i had 2 episodes of muscle twitching around 2 am....it was ridiculously scary cause it has never happened to me before, my cousin Ilias, if he cared enough to reply my 2nd message told me it was more of a nerve damage then nerve death...but i havent really expressed to anyone the pain im going through....im afraid if it get worse, and im permanently barred from doing any physical activity...physical activity is what defines who i am...it is what that makes me different from the rest of the world....since i can't continue music cause IM HEAd oveR HeeLs with music~!!!...sports is all i have left...even though dancing is fun but it doesn't give me the adrenalin that i need when i play sports....what am i gonna do...??? everytime i wake up early in the morning, my leg hurts like hell....i couldnt even walk...~!!! whenever i pray....oh my GOD..~!!! the pain is so unbearable that i tears start streaming down my face....
when is this going to be over....~!!!! i dont know how much of this pain that i can take...maybe the doctors should stop giving me pain killers and start treating the real problem before anything bad happens to me....
okay we have 3 good news and one very bad news~!!
firstly, i got to complete all my case report..which is SUPER DUPER~!!!! i stayed up the entire night finishing it...damn i was tired....i got up the next morning feeling drousy and tainted from last night exhausting brain booster...now i dont have to worry bout reports for the next couple of months...although it struck to me as a bugger that i didnt have the chance to present my case for OBGYN block...i really prepared the entire night for that too...anywayz...whats has been done cannot be undone...
second good news is that....im freaking hungry but im able to control my temptations today...do u know how difficult it is to look at a plate of rice and not wanting to eat it....HARD~!!!! extremely hard...
the third good news is WATANIAH IS OVER~!!! that means no more marching~!!! yea~!!!! marching is the worse thing in the world for me...its BORING~!!! i dont mind marching with a snare drum on the left side but plainly marching spells out the word B.O.R.I.N.G out loud~!!! when the clock struck 7...i wanted to jump for joy and shout at the top of my lungs....it was a happy moment for me...seriously...
well other then that..so far i havent really came to the real truth...the deeper darker side of me that needs revealing...MY BAD NEWS~!!!.... i think i need help, my injured leg and right arm...its getting worse...i had 2 episodes of muscle twitching around 2 am....it was ridiculously scary cause it has never happened to me before, my cousin Ilias, if he cared enough to reply my 2nd message told me it was more of a nerve damage then nerve death...but i havent really expressed to anyone the pain im going through....im afraid if it get worse, and im permanently barred from doing any physical activity...physical activity is what defines who i am...it is what that makes me different from the rest of the world....since i can't continue music cause IM HEAd oveR HeeLs with music~!!!...sports is all i have left...even though dancing is fun but it doesn't give me the adrenalin that i need when i play sports....what am i gonna do...??? everytime i wake up early in the morning, my leg hurts like hell....i couldnt even walk...~!!! whenever i pray....oh my GOD..~!!! the pain is so unbearable that i tears start streaming down my face....
when is this going to be over....~!!!! i dont know how much of this pain that i can take...maybe the doctors should stop giving me pain killers and start treating the real problem before anything bad happens to me....
firstly, i got to complete all my case report..which is SUPER DUPER~!!!! i stayed up the entire night finishing it...damn i was tired....i got up the next morning feeling drousy and tainted from last night exhausting brain booster...now i dont have to worry bout reports for the next couple of months...although it struck to me as a bugger that i didnt have the chance to present my case for OBGYN block...i really prepared the entire night for that too...anywayz...whats has been done cannot be undone...
second good news is that....im freaking hungry but im able to control my temptations today...do u know how difficult it is to look at a plate of rice and not wanting to eat it....HARD~!!!! extremely hard...
the third good news is WATANIAH IS OVER~!!! that means no more marching~!!! yea~!!!! marching is the worse thing in the world for me...its BORING~!!! i dont mind marching with a snare drum on the left side but plainly marching spells out the word B.O.R.I.N.G out loud~!!! when the clock struck 7...i wanted to jump for joy and shout at the top of my lungs....it was a happy moment for me...seriously...
well other then that..so far i havent really came to the real truth...the deeper darker side of me that needs revealing...MY BAD NEWS~!!!.... i think i need help, my injured leg and right arm...its getting worse...i had 2 episodes of muscle twitching around 2 am....it was ridiculously scary cause it has never happened to me before, my cousin Ilias, if he cared enough to reply my 2nd message told me it was more of a nerve damage then nerve death...but i havent really expressed to anyone the pain im going through....im afraid if it get worse, and im permanently barred from doing any physical activity...physical activity is what defines who i am...it is what that makes me different from the rest of the world....since i can't continue music cause IM HEAd oveR HeeLs with music~!!!...sports is all i have left...even though dancing is fun but it doesn't give me the adrenalin that i need when i play sports....what am i gonna do...??? everytime i wake up early in the morning, my leg hurts like hell....i couldnt even walk...~!!! whenever i pray....oh my GOD..~!!! the pain is so unbearable that i tears start streaming down my face....
when is this going to be over....~!!!! i dont know how much of this pain that i can take...maybe the doctors should stop giving me pain killers and start treating the real problem before anything bad happens to me....
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